So there’s a staircase that I’ve buried down deep in my mind
It’s the place that I made to cage
All the fear and anger inside.
In blood, etched on every step,
written line after line
Is the story of a man
Who struggles just to get by
He studies words on spiral stairs
All the good from the evil, the shadows from light, the truth within the lies.
He feels most safe within his head
Surrounded by his walls
On autopilot consciously, just waiting for the fall.
Despite the pain this man has felt
He holds his head up high
And walks with purpose down the stairs
Fire blazing in his eyes.
Step after step the stairs lead down
To a place where light is none
Seemingly peaceful, but simply decietful
Are these sirens disguised as the son.
Yes there are
Angels and demons at my back
I was stressing for a way to let my mind relax
Waging war everyday to keep my soul intact
With the weight of the world and a wicked past.
I was searching for a way to help heal the masses
So I started slinging blog posts about my passions.
It opened my eyes to a world of magic,
An underground community so filled with static
That it rekindled my motivation, I’m ecstatic
To see the road ahead as we walk that way
Pulling ourselves from this virtual pain.
I set out to be what most would call
a light in the dark where the world’s involved
Cause its not just the lost who need this bond
But the sheeple who have played this game far too long.
The indigo children such as I
do solemnly swear with all our might
To guide you through this horrid time
Obliterating burden from your blackened mind
liberateing love you locked inside
It’s not so hard to feel the pride
As you people place your hand in mine
Watch us rise, our wings expand.
Almost made it… The promised land.
I stand alone in darkness now
Listening, listening but there is no sound
I search for light in this abyss
I think that I’ve received death’s kiss
These iron gates have barred me out
I try, and try but cannot shout
I lie alone here wondering why
I try, and try but cannot cry
These cruel imaginings come flashing
I cannot shout, I cannot cry
Then all at once a ray of light
And I know now that I must fight
The darkness here, it can be broken
Like promises that have been spoken
The ray of light is growing faint
This world of darkness forever taints
Then out of the silence a piercing scream
This world of darkness was but a dream
Does this darkness have a name?
How did it find us?